Are we falling apart?

Im afraid to ask.

But Im more afraid of the aftermath.

Im not whole. Im just pieces. 

Dont say yes. 

Stuck

What do I have to do to make you notice me? For real. What am I supposed to do to make you fall madly in love with me? If I knew, I would do it.

Alone 100%

It sucks. You suck too. 

Why did I expect to be loved back?

Flowers

   Odio hacerle a otros lo que no me gustaría que me hagan a mi. En general, nunca hago esas cosas. Pero supongo que a veces se da así. Perdón. Pero no podría ser de otra manera. Y hay ciertas cosas que, además, no lo merecen. 

No me gustan las cosas dichas a medias.

Pero en algún cercano día ya no a importar.


Creo que lo importante sería, sentirme como realmente importante. Pero por algún motivo la imagen está ahí pero yo me siento desdibujada, borrosa. Como si no fuera relevante, como si pronto fuera a dejar de estar o casi como si no estuviese realmente.


Yo se que nada me viene bien.

I wish I was pretty..

I wish I was.
I wish I had perfect hair
Perfect nose
Perfect cheeks
Perfect teeth
And lips
And skin
I wish I didn't find myself ugly
And I wish I wasn't so cocern about how I look
But I wish I was pretty more...

Hate you

Forro.

I don't know what to be

Ive been starting to wonder more and more

If you do like me as much as you said you do.

I guess it's okay if you don't. (I don't like me much either) But I just can't stand being lied to...

However I do hope you like me that much. But I feel like that's the same as hopeing my cat would talk, that just couldn't make sense.

And I wish I could know if you like some other girl more, it just doesnt feel right being told something that's not true. I dont want to feel that special if I'm not.
After what I found out I guess it is probable.

Despite my kinda low self esteem I don't think she is prettier than me at all. Maybe you don't agree, we don't think the same way after all.

Yes I'm quite jealous. The worst part is not being able to do anything about it.

"Hey there"

Mega

JUM.

Soothe me

But I have lost hope in you long ago. I wish it wasnt that way though. But I dont thing it can change. Is there any other way?

Some would say I should be used to be lonely by now.

May 9, 2012

Ups.

...

Knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with certain someone can be a relief, but it can also be scary.

I love every bit of you. -And I never thought before that the frase "all your perfect imperfections" could make real sense-. I think a really do.
 From time to time I even find myself thinking what could I do, how could I change to make you happier cause I don't feel like I'm doing enough for you as I would like.
I don't remeber having felt like this about someone before. It's quite scary and it might make me feel a little pathetic too.
But, I really like us, I really treasure it. And I like the way I trust in you, because in all this time we've been together you showed me you deserved my trust. Yet my trust is some really really fragil thing and you could lose it forever in a blink of a lie. You will never do that, right? And you will never break us, right?


Making someone your universe is dangenrous. You could fall apart and break really f*cking hard.

Anyway it's ages late for worrying, there's nothing I can do.. But love you, like, a lot.