viernes, 19 de diciembre de 2014

Flowers

   Odio hacerle a otros lo que no me gustaría que me hagan a mi. En general, nunca hago esas cosas. Pero supongo que a veces se da así. Perdón. Pero no podría ser de otra manera. Y hay ciertas cosas que, además, no lo merecen. 

No me gustan las cosas dichas a medias.

Pero en algún cercano día ya no a importar.


Creo que lo importante sería, sentirme como realmente importante. Pero por algún motivo la imagen está ahí pero yo me siento desdibujada, borrosa. Como si no fuera relevante, como si pronto fuera a dejar de estar o casi como si no estuviese realmente.


Yo se que nada me viene bien.




lunes, 24 de noviembre de 2014

I wish I was pretty..








I wish I was.
I wish I had perfect hair
Perfect nose
Perfect cheeks
Perfect teeth
And lips
And skin
I wish I didn't find myself ugly
And I wish I wasn't so cocern about how I look
But I wish I was pretty more...


lunes, 13 de octubre de 2014

viernes, 26 de septiembre de 2014

I don't know what to be

jueves, 25 de septiembre de 2014

Ive been starting to wonder more and more

If you do like me as much as you said you do.

I guess it's okay if you don't. (I don't like me much either) But I just can't stand being lied to...

However I do hope you like me that much. But I feel like that's the same as hopeing my cat would talk, that just couldn't make sense.

And I wish I could know if you like some other girl more, it just doesnt feel right being told something that's not true. I dont want to feel that special if I'm not.
After what I found out I guess it is probable.

Despite my kinda low self esteem I don't think she is prettier than me at all. Maybe you don't agree, we don't think the same way after all.

Yes I'm quite jealous. The worst part is not being able to do anything about it.

"Hey there"

Mega

JUM.

miércoles, 17 de septiembre de 2014

Soothe me

But I have lost hope in you long ago. I wish it wasnt that way though. But I dont thing it can change. Is there any other way?

Some would say I should be used to be lonely by now.

martes, 16 de septiembre de 2014

miércoles, 27 de agosto de 2014

sábado, 23 de agosto de 2014

Knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with certain someone can be a relief, but it can also be scary.

I love every bit of you. -And I never thought before that the frase "all your perfect imperfections" could make real sense-. I think a really do.
 From time to time I even find myself thinking what could I do, how could I change to make you happier cause I don't feel like I'm doing enough for you as I would like.
I don't remeber having felt like this about someone before. It's quite scary and it might make me feel a little pathetic too.
But, I really like us, I really treasure it. And I like the way I trust in you, because in all this time we've been together you showed me you deserved my trust. Yet my trust is some really really fragil thing and you could lose it forever in a blink of a lie. You will never do that, right? And you will never break us, right?


Making someone your universe is dangenrous. You could fall apart and break really f*cking hard.

Anyway it's ages late for worrying, there's nothing I can do.. But love you, like, a lot.



jueves, 10 de julio de 2014

I still think you used to be much sweeter

miércoles, 9 de julio de 2014

Suffering always comes alone

Oh, and just in case you didnt notice I feel like hell. Can we unmake this scene, in which you see my messages but you dont even answer, and, instead, make you care a bit maybe?

I hate so much this. When people make me feel like shit and even if I try to talk about it they just dont give a fuck. Im the one messed up crying while the other person is full of happiness, no worrys or guilt. Why do I have to feel like this because of somebody else who doesnt even care how Im feeling for them?

When will people (you) know how to not be little twats? I mean is it so hard to understand that certain things hurt others? And I just cant believe that right now you dont suspect Im filling like shit, I just guess you dont care.

Why do I have to be the one that cares?

Why am I the one skipping dinner and crying so hard while typing on her phone? Knowing that the only thing that I truly wanted was just seeing you today.

sábado, 5 de julio de 2014

Lost

I just got lost 
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh and Im...
Just waiting till the shine wears off 

jueves, 19 de junio de 2014

Happiness is a warm gun

Si la vida es obligarme a estudiar mínimo seis años MÁS de cosas que aborrezco y/o me chupan un ovario para luego trabajar el resto de mi vida de algo que aborrezco entonces no la quiero.
Es difícil de entender? A mi me parece bastante lógico.
No me interesa, no vale la pena. Te odio por ser la controladora de mierda que sos, nunca te importa lo que quiere nadie excepto  vos.
Te odio por obligarme a odiarte y no puedo esperar el día de irme a vivir lejos de vos y toda la mierda que siempre me metés en la cabeza.

♡ Fuck everything 
Bang bang shoot shoot
Every night I cry myself to sleep
Why does every moment have to be so hard?

sábado, 7 de junio de 2014

Mixed

I don't know how to describe it. I feel so weird.. My dreams might tell the truth though. The thing is I just can't do anything about it, and I hate that. I'm powerless, helpless. And I'm the kind of person who doesn't acept not getting what she wants, Forgetting is my only option, but I'm so bad at it.

viernes, 9 de mayo de 2014

You whom I could never get over


And if my worlds could reach you

I'm dead in the water, still looking for you..
Oh still looking for you, for you, for you..
Can't you see?
I'm dead in the water, still looking for you


miércoles, 30 de abril de 2014

19

Acabo de tener un flash extraño, me dije "Eh? Tengo 19?". Ya es exagerado lo poco que me conozco. No es algo nuevo, es algo que venía tratando de descifrar desde hace días pero el hecho de no saber ni mi edad lo puso en peso. No es que no sepa mi edad, es que se mi edad como se que Argentina como país tiene más de 200 años.. Lo se como algo que aprendí pero es aún ajeno. "Yo", Miley, soy un personaje inventado cuya edad puede ser olvidada por unos momentos al igual que alguien se olvida en qué año murió San Martín. Mi personalidad es lo que quise inventar que fuera. Hay algo que yo demuestre que sea real? Ya no recuerdo quién era antes de decidir inventarme. Ahora soy lo que quise pero no se quién soy.

lunes, 17 de marzo de 2014

But maybe he is just that type of person... Though I never pictured him like this, never saw him like this before me.

What if it's real? What if he doesn't like me that much? Does he want me? Does he love me? Is he bored?

If I let go.. Will he try to get closer? Or will he let go too? Should I find out...?

martes, 18 de febrero de 2014

Let it go

I can`t let go. It's so frustating.
Guilt, sad, stupid.
Can't talk about it.
Time is not making it better.

Just don't think about it.

lunes, 27 de enero de 2014

Up on Melancholy Hill

There's a plastic tree
Are you here with me?
Just looking out on the day of another dream

'Where you can't get what you want, but you can get me'
So let's set up and see, love..
'Cause you are my medicine
When you're close to me
When you're close to me

So call in the submarines
'round the world we'll go
Does anybody know, love?
If we're looking out on the day of another dream

If you can't get what you want
Then you come with me

Up on melancholy hill
Sits a manatee

Just looking out for the day
When you're close to me
When you're close to me

When you're close to me

martes, 14 de enero de 2014

It's so hard to find you,
I'm standing right behind you.
The streets are much colder,
This means I'm getting older.

Why would you? How could I?
This questions lead to goodbye
But now I got my freedom,
Don't I?

I parked my car outside your house,
Hope that someday you'll come home.
Seems the man that I loved,
Is someone that I hardly know.

And after all this time,
I finally found a way to be alone.
I'm terrified, I think that I may be losing my mind.