I don't know what to be

Ive been starting to wonder more and more

If you do like me as much as you said you do.

I guess it's okay if you don't. (I don't like me much either) But I just can't stand being lied to...

However I do hope you like me that much. But I feel like that's the same as hopeing my cat would talk, that just couldn't make sense.

And I wish I could know if you like some other girl more, it just doesnt feel right being told something that's not true. I dont want to feel that special if I'm not.
After what I found out I guess it is probable.

Despite my kinda low self esteem I don't think she is prettier than me at all. Maybe you don't agree, we don't think the same way after all.

Yes I'm quite jealous. The worst part is not being able to do anything about it.

"Hey there"

Mega

JUM.

Soothe me

But I have lost hope in you long ago. I wish it wasnt that way though. But I dont thing it can change. Is there any other way?

Some would say I should be used to be lonely by now.

May 9, 2012

Ups.