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Mr. Pain
August 15, 2011 at 4:21am

What more could you expect from a masoquist?
Pain follows you like your shadow, he never leaves you alone. You try to hide anywere you can, but he doesnt give up on chasing you.
You dont want to give up your life to Mr. Pain, you must find... a way out... somehow... You need to tell yourself you're not giving up, or you'll be dead.
Or worst, you'll be dead but your body will still be living, with no motivation, no willing to see the sun, the colors, not being capable of laughing, smiling or feeling warmth again..
You know you shouldn't give up but sometimes Mr. Pain seems to have won the game. He is inside you now, like a thoundsan needles stuck in your body, destroying every single part of your chest and leaving holes everywere.
Holes that only one person is capable of filling, but he just wont do it. That person might be bussy doing something else, or maybe he simply doesnt care about it.
You have to learn to live with that holes or try to fill them with anything you can, although you know it wont be the same. But what else can you do? The only solution is to go on, to say I DONT CARE no matter how hard it is you NEED to do it. You NEED to tell Mr. Pain that you dont care about him or he wil never leave your side.

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