Hello, how are you?

"Hello"- I softly whispered as I leaned upon the windowsill

"How are you?"- But there's nobody here, I'm alone in this room.

"Mornin'" - The morning's here, but it's a morning of heavy rain

Tick-tock- won't you hear me now, I'm dying down, rewind my clock

Hello -- that's how it always was, in all the old tv shows

how are you? -- there's someone that's always loved, I'm jealous of you.

sleepin' -- don't even say a word, I have to get ready now

cryin' -- to hide the tears as soon as they start to flow

my favorite phrase is 'fine, I don't care'

but suddenly those words from yesterday go over my head

'Well, it's not like I have any hope for you anymore..."

but the truth really is,

I don't have really have any hope left for myself,

but why ever did you say that for, I wonder?

Words come up, but they stick, and I choke on them right now

so that all that comes out are nothing but these lies

So today, once again, I act like nothing's really wrong

Wasting my words, I pretend to live on like this... 

and now I'm drowning in a sea of apathy,

it hurts to much for me to even breathe,

now I just want to hear your voice, quietly,

am I really so weak...

I'm thinking hard but nothing's really getting done

and the thoughts that are running through my tired brain right now is this:

"should we just give up, there's no use in making sense of it?"